Recently I can not almost feel I am a normal person for unhappiness.
Maybe it's because I am always thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking but not doing.
And if all the ideas and thoughts can not be realized, that would be called bullshit.
I can feel that I'll be thought of as a useless and helpless person because I can only say.
So pathetic I am. I am fucking afraid of being inferior, losing, weak or something like that.
I really need some confidence, why do I lose it?! Or even I haven't had it before.
If hiding and escape can help, probably I will be very happy now.
Why life is so sour and bitter? Somebody answers me.
I want a shell where I can cry my heart out there.
But after crying, I can't thing about what should I do and what can I do.
It hurts me a lot, I mean it.
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